What are some of your thoughts on the theoretical "link" between creative genius and insanity?

my iq is 139 and my life has been hell...it's very difficult to attain and to manage a "normal lifestyle".....i score an INFJ according to Meyers-Briggs which makes it even more difficult for me since i'm considered to be a rare 1%....BTY i've had 60 years experience..medications have been necessary but have never been the answer to my torment.